| Well I gave Bryan a chance and he treats me really good. I'm glad I said yes to dating him. The only problem is that he left today for the military. I knew this day would come but I can't help but feel selfish. Not to mention that he calmed me down and now I'm becoming a nervous wreak because my mom is home all week and all of last week on vacation and won't leave me allow. My sister's also back bugging me too. It's sad the summer is ending and everyone's going back to school or back to their old lives. I'll miss home and everyone here but I also can't wait to go and live in my apartment.

Yeah I'm dating this guy |
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| I just want to crawl in a hole, not die, but just let life go by without me for a while. I have to quit my job today or just give them my 2 weeks notice, I have to fix the mistake at my other job that I did that not a lot of people are happy with me (I forgot to check if I had a replacement), and I need to figure out what to do with my friend because he just told me that he liked me and wanted to go out on a date. I knew that he liked me but I was hoping it would go away I guess you would say now I don't know what to do. I talked to Bre and she helped me out but now I have to do everything. Oh and I have to watch my little sis every morning at my dad's. Talk about bad timing. I'll update my life later.

This is Bryan |
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| I had a great weekend. I went camping with my friends and it was a lot of fun. Very relaxing. We had people ditch the camping trip and it turned out to be 3 girls and 1 guy. He must have been loving it. We celebrated my birthday and now I'm 20! No longer a teen but not old enough to drink.

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| Hey everyone... My sister made this for me. I like it. What's funny is today she got in the mail, cause she's in Poland visiting my Grandma, a tape of her trying to sing. She got so pissed off at me! Hehehe. Anyways summer is a lot of fun.

My friends and I after a water balloon fight |
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| hey sylvia
yeah its your sis melissa
i dont know if you like the backround and all of that so a good place with backrounds is
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=layouts_you_will_love_x3
that place kay!!
oh ya dont forget to edit everythign in here
bye love melissa |
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